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Sunday, January 17, 2010

Empty

Well, if you are reading this, then you know that baby Studer #2 will not be appearing in July...I miscarried last night around 1:20. I am ok and the baby is now in a better place. Though I feel pain, I know my baby is in its eternal father's arms and we will see him or her again someday. If you have any questions, don't hesitate to ask. For now, I'll spare all the details, but just know that I did not have much physical pain and will not be needing a D&C. This is a huge blessing and answer to prayers! Please pray for Nathan as I think he's having a harder time dealing with things than I am because I had a few days to process what was going on.

Friday, January 15, 2010

Keep the prayers coming!!!

So I went into the hospital again today with some HUGE clots and it about freaked me out...but I kept calm...went into my mom's office and the OB doc there found the heartbeat as well as doing a vaginal exam and the cervix was still shut tight...however when I went to the hospital for the more in dept u/s it showed that I had lost a lot of amniotic fluid around the baby...the baby was still alive, moving, and had a heartbeat of 150 so there still is a chance that things sealed themselves and that things will be fine and I will have a healthy baby in the end! Believe in miracles and also that I will have a calm and comforted soul this weekend...hopefully this roller coaster of a pregnancy calms down. Any and all prayers are very greatly coveted and appreciated! thanks in advance!

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Prayer

Lord, I know you are the creator of all things, the giver of life and the one who takes it away. Please comfort my soul in this time of pain and help me to continue to trust in you! I lift this unborn child up to you Lord. It is all in your hands and I trust that whatever happens, is right in your eyes. Amen